So I guess this is my first official blog.
The last time I blogged wasn't really on a blog spot or was called a blog but was under my notes section under a social network.
But I stopped cuz I offended & hurt people by what I was "blogging" about.
I looked up "blog" & found many ways people blog.
Wikipedia: Blogs provide commentary or news on a particular subje others function as more persona online diaries.
So according to Wikipedia what I was doing was considered "blogging" Yes I was expressing how I felt, what was on my mind. Some said I should've kept it personal, private, but that was my way of expressing how I felt & to let people know what was wrong & that i was hurting inside. So I looked at it as NOBODY really cared I was hurting inside only cared about how My words made them feel.
So like I already said, I stopped "blogging" to please people & not offend anyone. Yet what I have noticed since then I stopped Truly expressing how I felt because of being afraid of offending or hurting anyone. I even stopped writing in my own personal journal. So I've been bottling up all my feelings all these years, so right now, I'm confused, I don't know how to feel. Am I happy? Am I sad? I don't know.. so much is all mixed up inside me I'm unsure about myself now.
So I decided I'm gonna start EXPRESSING how I feel again. I've also decided if I offend people or hurt people I'm sorry but I'm just expressing My feelings & if you don't like it then don't come back to my blog.
And to those reading this (if any)
While reading this & you feel I'm talking about you STOP right there.. Does it really matter who I'm talking about? This happened 3 1/2 yrs ago, yes I know who those people are but I don't hate them I don't have anything against them I don't even blame them for it. It was ME who decided to let those things said get to me & stop.
Anyways I'm gonna end this now.
T.T.F.N
~oHUGSo~
~Emily~
Happiness comes from within us. we have to be honest with ourselves. we also need to be true to ourselves. believe in your heart that "I am important!, what I feel matters, what I think and believe matters! always remember, there is no wrong and right. which means this, it either works for you or it doesn't. everyones perception and beliefs will always vary. they are based on their own personal experiences and/or family/friends they believe and trust, experiences that were shared with them. the fact that someone(s) spoke up and stated that your freedom of speech offended them, only meant it did not work for them. if this was the case, in a perfect world, they would have just not gone back and read what you wrote, thus making it 'work' for them. if it serves you and makes life better for you (not anyone else, ONLY you) then do it. ok, enough for now... but, I am home all day with 3 kids, with a large house and you seem to be alone too.. you should come over on monday and lets hang out. I have no friends at all, so it may serve us both :-) hugs to you Emily and BRAVO for your boldness.
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hey this is Lindsay..i agree, a blog is a personal place for you to jot your feelings and they may be personal...but hopefully the person reading it may know that you can take it to them if you have a problem with anyone..hopefully they understand that you know?
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